my oh my... look who's here...
Sunday, December 25, 2005
bluish-white christmas
its christmas day. im supposed to be spending time with my friends and or families but instead, im here in the house left with the maid while taking care of my baby.
Everyone knows that i got pregnant and had given birth on the 11th of this month. and though 2 weeks it has been, i havent gotten enough sleep yet due to breastfeeding, changing nappies, rocking the baby and some more mothering ways. i aint complaining, dont get me wrong. its just that i am missing my 'childhood' or should i say dalaga days, those times when i wasnt pregnant and a mother yet.
this nostalgic feeling hit me last night when i was dressing up for the 10pm pre- christmas mass in a nearby church in our neighborhood. i asked permission from my mother hours before getting dressed and she said yes but when i was in my act of dressing, she suddenly refused to let me go. she said it was cold outside and i might get binat. i was saddened, of course. it even made me shed a tear but then dj arrived and heroically agreed to stay with me till 1 in the morning.
when i was pregnant, i often wondered what eastwood and gb3 would look. God, my socialite friends keep on making stories about Embassy, the newest place to be. Heaven knows my feet haven't landed that place yet. All i know is it's located at The Fort (please correct me if im wrong) .
Make Ortigas' Metrowalk an exception. i worked in Ortigas for 2 months while i was conceiving so that gave me the perfect excuse to take a glimpse of the place every now and then.
i may sound pathetic to you for this blahs on gimmick places. but mind yah, those aren't the ones i only miss but those bonding sessions with my TRUE friends.
Niners we call ourselves. because we live in the 9th building of BLISS. we've known each other since our pre-school days. and now, the end of our teenage lives are about to end. yet, we are still here for eachother. though lots and lots of fuckin circumstances happened and i did numerous of kalokohans, they are still here for me. supporting me all the way up in this new phase of my life.
so generally, i miss my sinlgehood days. those times when i can just leave this house and chill in any of my friends' house or jam in a place nearby or dance the night away at any gimmickan. though i know life will never be the same again, i am certain that im not regretting any of this. my baby, dj, making huge sacrifices (e.g. working, staying up late) cause at the end of the day when youre already feeling so sluggish and lazy, with the want to give up and u see the smile on your byngs and bonnbonns face, ahhhh, the labor paid off. life is still worth living. and aslong as i have them, theres no need for eastwood or any of that shit. dj and bonnbonn are already enough to make me whole as a person (plus the never ending support of my family and friends) . christmases will always be worth the celebration, despite its mood and color.
Everyone knows that i got pregnant and had given birth on the 11th of this month. and though 2 weeks it has been, i havent gotten enough sleep yet due to breastfeeding, changing nappies, rocking the baby and some more mothering ways. i aint complaining, dont get me wrong. its just that i am missing my 'childhood' or should i say dalaga days, those times when i wasnt pregnant and a mother yet.
this nostalgic feeling hit me last night when i was dressing up for the 10pm pre- christmas mass in a nearby church in our neighborhood. i asked permission from my mother hours before getting dressed and she said yes but when i was in my act of dressing, she suddenly refused to let me go. she said it was cold outside and i might get binat. i was saddened, of course. it even made me shed a tear but then dj arrived and heroically agreed to stay with me till 1 in the morning.
when i was pregnant, i often wondered what eastwood and gb3 would look. God, my socialite friends keep on making stories about Embassy, the newest place to be. Heaven knows my feet haven't landed that place yet. All i know is it's located at The Fort (please correct me if im wrong) .
Make Ortigas' Metrowalk an exception. i worked in Ortigas for 2 months while i was conceiving so that gave me the perfect excuse to take a glimpse of the place every now and then.
i may sound pathetic to you for this blahs on gimmick places. but mind yah, those aren't the ones i only miss but those bonding sessions with my TRUE friends.
Niners we call ourselves. because we live in the 9th building of BLISS. we've known each other since our pre-school days. and now, the end of our teenage lives are about to end. yet, we are still here for eachother. though lots and lots of fuckin circumstances happened and i did numerous of kalokohans, they are still here for me. supporting me all the way up in this new phase of my life.
so generally, i miss my sinlgehood days. those times when i can just leave this house and chill in any of my friends' house or jam in a place nearby or dance the night away at any gimmickan. though i know life will never be the same again, i am certain that im not regretting any of this. my baby, dj, making huge sacrifices (e.g. working, staying up late) cause at the end of the day when youre already feeling so sluggish and lazy, with the want to give up and u see the smile on your byngs and bonnbonns face, ahhhh, the labor paid off. life is still worth living. and aslong as i have them, theres no need for eastwood or any of that shit. dj and bonnbonn are already enough to make me whole as a person (plus the never ending support of my family and friends) . christmases will always be worth the celebration, despite its mood and color.
ghia, 12:19 PM
nothing u say can delude me..
About Me
- Name: ghia
- Location: quezon city, Philippines
i am a brat, i believe. a spoiled one. but i know how to handle lifes most shitty circumstances. it may not be evident but i am a VERY BIG fan of God. i loathe plastic beings for i am real. i am currently an out-of-school-youth for the reason that i got pregnant and gave birth last december 11, 2005 to a boy named bonn-bonn. i am an adulterous partner of an alien. i really hate posers. i believe adults are more sinful than those they call evil youngsters. and like what i always say, i can forever hold a grudge so do me wrong and its impossible for me to forgive u. shut up!!
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