my oh my... look who's here...
Thursday, August 11, 2005
a must read.. minsan minsan lng toh..
Many events in my life had to unfold, unravel and fall into place. Now i look back at my childhood with a warm acceptance of life's purposes and how the issues then have fed my heart and molded my character as a whole person and as a soon-to-be-mother. I thought Mama and i had a love-hate relationship. And I know that I still wont understand some of her mothering ways until i fully become one. Now i realize that our fights stemmed from loving too much.
Single parenting is a tough task of trying to make life's imperfections connect... making ends meet. Sleepless nights, working out the past and dealing with the present... alone.
There were reasons why Mama would often come home upset. How i resented then! NOw i know it wasn't just her being overworked. It was life. Coping. The pain of having to hide pain.
BUt, of course, each chapter ends and is neatly filed away in a safe place as we get better and stronger at dealing with life's crises. I look back and see that he aches of the past have been reduced (take note: reduced) to pleasant memoirs that bring back certain feelings that only Mama could soothe. And when I see the look and fulfillment in her eyes, it assures me that finally our life's imperfections have connected.
Single parenting is a tough task of trying to make life's imperfections connect... making ends meet. Sleepless nights, working out the past and dealing with the present... alone.
There were reasons why Mama would often come home upset. How i resented then! NOw i know it wasn't just her being overworked. It was life. Coping. The pain of having to hide pain.
BUt, of course, each chapter ends and is neatly filed away in a safe place as we get better and stronger at dealing with life's crises. I look back and see that he aches of the past have been reduced (take note: reduced) to pleasant memoirs that bring back certain feelings that only Mama could soothe. And when I see the look and fulfillment in her eyes, it assures me that finally our life's imperfections have connected.
ghia, 8:19 PM
nothing u say can delude me..
About Me
- Name: ghia
- Location: quezon city, Philippines
i am a brat, i believe. a spoiled one. but i know how to handle lifes most shitty circumstances. it may not be evident but i am a VERY BIG fan of God. i loathe plastic beings for i am real. i am currently an out-of-school-youth for the reason that i got pregnant and gave birth last december 11, 2005 to a boy named bonn-bonn. i am an adulterous partner of an alien. i really hate posers. i believe adults are more sinful than those they call evil youngsters. and like what i always say, i can forever hold a grudge so do me wrong and its impossible for me to forgive u. shut up!!
wag mambastos
